GLOOM.

the 2nd goodbye kiss.

Thu, 18 Oct 2007 02:55:38 GMT

Because life's like that.
You don't know what the future has in store for you.

I’m holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I’m hearing what you say
But I just can’t make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait
You tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t think I’d turn around and say

That it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late

I’d take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But that's nothing new
Yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it’s turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I’m afraid

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
Woah ohh

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it’s too late to apologize, yeah

I’m holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground

you better be in fear cus we're the tritons, WOO!

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 16:39:35 GMT

Sometimes I find myself sooo fucking irritating, you know. It's like what yeoweiwei said, I'm debating between the right thing to do and the thing I wanna do. But why do both never fail to contradict each other?! For a moment I was so friggin' excited about skipping school and crashing sp (although shayhui was 3629418 times more excited than me), then the next I'm being all depressed over the fact that I mustn't because I have important stuff to do in school. Furthermore, wednesday is the op rehearsal with no cue cards allowed.

Thus, I wanna say SORRY DARLING HUIHUI AND ANNIE YU! :((((

Nevertheless today's dinner was fantabulous (omgosh how I love this word) because my dear triton8 is as marvellous as ever! Besides the usual girls, marvin and konrad came too. Steph suddenly got piercings all over and the manager of kinokuniya actually praised anyu for being umm, demure? My my, I haven't laughed so hard for quite some time. Bizhen left early though. Finally before we separated we did the triton cheer near the interchange. Seems like it's becoming a routine already. Gosh, that is what you get for mixing a bunch for people with night high-ness.

Oh man how I miss the girly talks with jasmine at starbucks. We so need to meet up again soon!! Mj still rocks the shit outta my ass lah. Sigh sigh sigh.

I guess tj can be nice too, well sometimes. Since it's umm, a 5mins bus ride away from my house. Oh jolly!

Goodnight world. I need to remove my contacts and sink my head into the pillow right now.

so late already, you know.

Sun, 14 Oct 2007 18:12:57 GMT

Today was a random day.

Randomly met up with aaron to buy ruiqi's present and because that ass still owes me money. Btw, he owed me $30 before today and still owes me $5 now. Furthermore, he was late. Tsk. Never mind, whenever I need help or anything I'll just bring them all up. So, bought her a pretty shirt and card. She betterrrr wear it, if not waste our efforts. Okay actually mine only since I made the decisions. Heheeeee.

With the money he returned me, I happily took a cab to town to meet jiejie who turned out to look like ah gua. Hahaha. Oh yes, I bought 3 hairbands for only $1.90 each! Happiness. I think I'm gonna bring home all the colours soon. They're just too pretty to resist. Omgosh thank goodness I didn't buy the gold one at topshop which is retailing at $9. Is that robbery or robbery, someone please tell me.

Right, nearly everyone is asleep.
I shall go sleep too.

Going for a swim alone tomorrow.
Then off to meet my triton8 girlies! :D

Tillyness is <3!

Sat, 13 Oct 2007 11:28:56 GMT

Okay. I changed my layout and I'm so lovin' it.
The only thing is, it doesn't friggin' show subjects of the entries!
And neither does it show the dates.
But well, it's alright.
Not that my subjects are intriguing or anything.
Or anybody bothers anyway. (Except me.)

Yay. Small fonts are pretty.
Lovelove!

A melody I start but can't complete.

Fri, 12 Oct 2007 13:55:28 GMT

My layout is in a mess and I'm awaiting aid from pros of customisation of HTML. I'm such a bloody noob. So anyone, please comment if you can help. I can treat you paddlepop if you want to. Right, enough of popsicles. I haven't had one since gawd knows when already.

I really love 18/07 a lot lot lot. Well, about half of them to be slightly more specific. Haha. I mean, cliques are meant to happen and I think having more than 10 people somewhat in the same "clique" is really awesome. It's like we can even get to sing in the most humongous kbox room with four mics. That's beside the point but, you get the gist. Frankly speaking, words of encouragement are seriously useless if they aren't of any impact and don't inspire or motivate. For instance "don't be sad lah okay, everything will be fine" etc. If people got nothing better to say in replacement of such casual comments, then just forget it and stay silent. Nonetheless in this class there are ones who earnestly advice and counsel me hence chasing those gloomy clouds away, as well as ones who reprimand and knock the sense out of me, and of course ones who send heartwarming messages to the extent where I really feel like bursting into tears and giving them the biggest hugs possible.

The next person that asks me about my results shall die a horrible death. :)

crying out love, in the centre of the world.

Sun, 07 Oct 2007 13:59:43 GMT

I was watching this movie online.
Then towards the end, tears started to flow like crazy.

For some reason, I always have this thing for tearjerkers.

I wonder if one day I'll no longer feel anything for you
I think I'd rather fall asleep with the pain I have now

Ken Hirai's voice is UNBEATABLE! <3

#185

Wed, 03 Oct 2007 16:16:57 GMT

I'm such a shopaholic.
Somebody stop me.

Today, eileen and I left our footprints in vivo, town and bugis. I bought many many stuff.
Tried on many pretty dresses at affordable prices and will get them SOON I SWEAR!!!
Eileen quick get your pay so we shop together.

And pssst, I'm gonna marry the person who gives me a $100000000000 pull& bear/ f21/ river island/ nichii voucher. It's okay if you don't wanna marry me, you can still give the voucher to me.
:)

PW TIME...... :(

Happy Belated Children's Day

Mon, 01 Oct 2007 17:08:08 GMT

Sentosa today was uber fantabulous. I had great great fun, even though volleyball isn't exactly my cup of tea. The night ended off beautifully with the bus driver waving at me after I alighted to bid me goodbye. Heh. But I'm immensely sad due to the fact that I didn't get to stay overnight at tricia's. She bought 6 huge tubs of ben& jerry's, you see.

Nevertheless, my tanlines are horrible, terrible, incorrigible!! Sigh. My face, neck, shoulders, arms and back are like on wild fire, burning so fiercely. Well, I like being tanned. Makes me appear and hence, feel healthier.

I'm exhausted. Goodnight.

note: lip ice = waste of money

Sun, 30 Sep 2007 13:18:57 GMT

SHOPPING LEEEEST!

Strappy sandals (in gold!!!) - checked!
Lip balm - checked!
Lip protector - checked!

Next up,

Bangles
(sudden fetish) Hairbands
Shorts
Sundress
(say no to patent) Pointy pumps
~~(someone please tell me where to get 'em)~~ ~~Brown bag~~
(it's time to be organised) Post-its
Pencil case
(before I get injured) Tennis shoes

That's all I can think of at the moment and that's a hell lot of stuff already. I better start calculating how many days I would need to survive on bread and water in exchange for the upcoming retail therapy sessions...

I'm coming, Baby.

Sat, 29 Sep 2007 18:36:32 GMT

Okay I know a blog without pictures are soooo boring! Or at least compared to those with pictures since my entries aren't extremely captivating anyway. So yes, the damned promos are finally over and done with. Omgosh what a relief. No more wiping of mucus with one hand and frantically scribbling with another. Sheesh. I won't elaborate on each subject and whatnots, a process that's too painful to undergo. Therefore, let's just finish up this shit with:

PROMOS ARE OVER ALREADY, PERIOD. :)

Whew. For a moment, a rush of despondency engulfed me cus all I had in my mind was that I cannot afford to get retained. But well, there was so much exhilaration and the guys nearly did a kallang wave right after collection of answer scripts. I guess I didn't have any hell of a reason that was good enough to dampen their high spirits so I stood up from the pile of emotional mess and my groovy class headed over to katong for a post promos celebration.

Decided on Astons for lunch and then it was kbox session!! Even though my terrible flu hasn't recovered (yes, that damned influenza virus which has glycoprotein spikes or something) it didn't stop me from singing, jumping, screaming and hence causing my sore throat to deteriorate. Still, I had plenty of fun. Yayness. The room was uber heeeeuge!! There were even four mics. Omgosh omgosh.

As for today, the lee family got hold of many many vouchers somehow and so we had to shop! None of us left town empty-handed and I got a Gola bright red sling and two tops from pull &bear. I was practically swallowed by happiness already, since the past few days have been no doubt, the most stressful studying period of my life so far.

Nonetheless, I need more retail therapy to fill up the gap in me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh right. Most likely I'll be doing a little shopping on my own tomorrow, for lip balm, strappy sandals I've been targetting before the exams and some trivial items which I totally find joy in purchasing. Hohoho. And I feel like watching season one of meteor garden all over again. Oh right again, I haven't even finish watching corner with love.

NOW OR NEVER, DO OR DIE.

Thu, 27 Sep 2007 11:13:16 GMT

ALRIGHTIE FOLKS!!!!! One last paper tomorrow, which is also the ultimate killer paper as heard from many cus it's like a tradition for chem promos to be superrrrrr difficult. Mr lau said a few years back the A was around 50plus.
Ha ha haaa...................................................

Let's pray that the teachers are nice enough to let everyone promote. At least my whole class but if one of us were to get retained it would be me anyway so whateverrrrrrr. Today's math question paper was like telling me straight in my face,"HA HA FELICIA WITH ME AROUND YOU'LL NEVER GET TO KEEP YOUR FOUR H2S HA HA HA!" Like jct, I'll most probably get around 20. I'm lucky if I manage a 30. But I'm working hard on the rest of the subjects. Please let me pass at least two h2s. I'm desperate to the point where I don't mind dropping one of my h2 to h1 and change class already. Just as long as I don't remain a j1 next year.

Written in the stars.

Fri, 21 Sep 2007 12:08:01 GMT

DAMMIT! I TEMPORARILY ALLOWED POP-UPS AND MY ENTIRE ENTRY IS GONE! WTH!

Nevermind. Ben xiao jie is goodnatured okay. Shall not flare up because of nitty gritty stuff. Anyway, I was saying that I woke up with a sore throat and nua-ed around until I suddenly craved for hk cafe's baked pasta. Ooh that layer of thick thick chewy chewy cheese!

So off the lee family went but I didn't ordered that. Cus to my surprised, the menu got a makeover! There's also new dishes to choose from! Many many new desserts, including ah balling and mochi lah omgoshhhh. I ordered papaya soup beehoon for mama cus it sounded weird (HAHA) but it turned out to be good! The bbq eel hotpot congee I ordered was yummy as well. Yayness. Walked home with a bloated tummy and a grin from ear to ear.

Okay randomness,

Do you know that pseudo is pronounced as "soo-doh"? I thought it was "see-ooh-doh" or something.
My 11 years old sister came up to me and asked what's "ask after" so I took a look at her assignment (which was situational writing) and realised it means wen4 hou4. Y'know, like greet and ask recipient how's life etc. Direct translation from chinese huh?! Is it just me or is it the deterioration of English standard nowadays.

See!!!! So prettayeeeee omgosh. Came across this while viewing my friends page and saw it in sg_snapshots. Is this hotlinking? Cus it seems that postees in communities always ban hotlinking. Seriously, what is hotlinking anyway! Credit goes to kenjisaurus. Hope he doesn't mind me linking him this way. In case he comes across my lj, I got give credit lah okay!!

Mmhm TV time. :D

if you know what i mean.

Thu, 20 Sep 2007 14:27:57 GMT

The clock never seem so alive.

Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven.
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

YALUN! <3333

Wed, 12 Sep 2007 09:30:42 GMT

OH LOOK.
OMGOSHHHH.
I'M MELTING, TOTALLY.

Okay it's been almost one hour since I've been online surfing friendster. Haha. View me back if I viewed you okay. Gah stupid friendster childish shit. Waste my precious time only. I need to study! If I get retained, I swear I'll slit my wrist. Serious. Tj is known to set effing difficult papers uh. What a moronic school. Pw is giving me a headache. But I'll get it done once and for all. Never have I thought that getting promoted was gonna be a problem. Boohoo. Cheer me on!

Alright. Time to pom pom.

you have me suicidal

Sun, 09 Sep 2007 06:36:18 GMT

2 more weeks.

i can see the edge but i can't take the fall

Fri, 07 Sep 2007 08:21:05 GMT

The weather is good.
The sun is shining.
I had a nice leisurely swim.

Hence, I shall not be aggravated. :)

But, I feel like crying my heart out.
If only you knew.

Oh right, it won't solve anything.
And you won't lend me your shoulder anyway.

don't look at me that way

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 13:05:28 GMT

Let me tell you something.

I CANNOT GET ENOUGH OF PRETTY PRETTY ICONS! :D

Y'know what, I'm thinking of shifting to a NEW LJ ACCOUNT. (I love lj too much to move anywhere else.) A new url that you won't be able to find me. MAYBE SOON, MAYBE NOT?

<Edit>
I've decided! Okay, so I'll keep my public entries short & sweet. As for wordy wordy paragraphs, don't worry they'll be kept as friends only. Even so, I'll try to keep them under lj-cut. Say no to eyesore. :)

little miss little.

Wed, 29 Aug 2007 14:31:30 GMT

THANKS ARH CHERYLANN TEO. :)
Here you go,

I love the smell of spaghetti (in the process of softening) in boiling water.
Tomatoes are the stinkiest piece of thing ever.
I used to think that puremilk was kind of cool and own TWO of their tops which I wear as pyjamas now.
I used to have a huge phobia of cats.
I talk to the mirror every now and then.
I don't like the process of meeting new people and getting to know them better.
Normally, thesaurus.com is opened in another tab while I'm typing a long entry.
I sometimes have this habit of not responding to people calling out to me and I have no idea why.
Being super hot tempered used to be my Achilles' heel.
Once I dislike someone, I subconsciously show it through certain actions and in conversations, even though it might seem that I'm making a joke out of it.

Now, your turn.

#167

Mon, 27 Aug 2007 14:33:40 GMT

The truth is you could slit my throat,
and with my one last gasping breath,
I'd apologise for bleeding on your shirt.

happy 21st, angie lah! (:

Sun, 12 Aug 2007 06:20:25 GMT

My second mum,
my first friend.
That's my sister.

-Pam Brown.

if you ever loved me you'd say it's okay

Sat, 11 Aug 2007 05:39:52 GMT

Count me in for studying sessions. If not, please forget about dialling my number.

Oh, you can call me if you wanna date me out to watch Secret. You know, that Jay Chou movie. I missed it, twice. Dammit. So yes, you can dial me up for reason number 1 or 2. Or both! :)

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is

never a right time to say goodbye

Fri, 10 Aug 2007 10:15:18 GMT

The buddies have returned to their homeland.

I cried a little when I saw her burst into tears at the departure hall.

Memories of these 2 weeks will be deeply engraved on my heart. There were good times and of course, a wee bit of bad times. But how can true friendships be forged if everything is too smooth sailing.

And I'm gonna mug fucking hard to pass my promos.

(The tjc site is being such a bitch. When I finally have the time to sit down in front of the com, I can't even enter the stupid webpage. And today is the last day for me to update my student portal. How great.)

TIP (i)

Tue, 07 Aug 2007 17:01:02 GMT

Okay dudes & dudettes.
Here're some vibrant colours in my very mundane lj.
The number of pictures taken are massive.
Maybe I'll post up more when I feel like it.
So yeah, here you go.

This is my buddy, Ellie, and I. She doesn't smile properly in photos.

Xiuxiu, me, ellie, charlene and random pretty rafflesian.

Note the apparent difference between Taiwaneses and Singaporeans.

Xiuxiu's buddy, Stephy aka Guan Tou Mei. Her skin is so fair that it kinda scares me but her voice is seriously very sweet.

My buddy's hilarious lah please. Take this kinda photo.

This is my boyfriend and I. Our love started on this very day, 070807. Really.

I think I'll definitely continue the entry, so you guys can anticipate more pictures coming your way.

#157

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 04:28:49 GMT

Done with all the angst. I should know better than to get angry because there're damn alot of work waiting for me to do. I've to finish up my part for the written report by tonight. Chem test tomorrow. Bio spa the day after.

Concurrently, my buddy and I are going out right now to meet guanjie, vincent and their buddies. Oh whoa. Busy woman I am.

tai wan de peng you ni men hao. HAO!

Wed, 01 Aug 2007 13:38:44 GMT

Oh gawd I've been soooo busy lately man. And my buddy looks like a wee bit like hebe. I didn't realise it until fengyi pointed it out. But no, you stupid weiwei, she does NOT look like pailin, duh. My buddy's cute. Although she keeps laughing at my poorly spoken mandarin. Ah well, my english is way better, HA! She thinks I'm jing gang barbie cus we run 2.4km. In taiwan, their pe is damn slack, girls run 0.8 and guys run 1.6. Like wth we run 1.6 when we were in primary school! Oh, her suan-ing skills are damn good. To think I actually thought she was those shy & introvert type. Okay anyway it's damn saddening only bao came to comment. BAO I LOVE YOU! And to the others, comment will die is it huh? Tsk.

Photos will be posted maybe when the whole thing's over, provided I feel like it. Ha. Welcome dinner last night was so friggin' high lah omgosh! I screamed and yelled and shouted and cheered and jumped and and yam seng-ed and the list is neverending. Tai ke wu was so hilarious! And it was the first time in my life that I saw somebody che ling. Damn pro please. You know that turn turn thingy that we only see on teevee shows especially wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai. Nevermind. It's just darn cooooool!!

As for today, mr lau informed me that I had to see the hod (for me, it'll be hod of arts and it is darn stupid cus I'm in science stream) due to the bullshit jct results tomorrow. Mind you, it's in the midst of a lecture and hence, I've to leave the lecture theatre and find my mum then meet the teacher then listen to him/ her diss me for maybe 15minutes then return for class. Oh whoa. I'll probably skip the entire lecture. Seriously, those threats of forcing my to drop one subject down to h1 or encouragements of going poly cus I'll flunk my A lvls anyway are not working for me already. I've come to a point where I've become numb, you know. And it's extremely saddening. My heart is so cold I don't even feel like crying anymore.

I'll reply those friendster testimonials soon. :)

Alright bye.